I hate to doubt this feeling when the other person says they're in love...but I honestly don't know. At times I feel like i'm madly in love with him and other times I feel like I could easily live without him, but then two days later i'm crying over the fact that I miss him. Is it that i'm trying to protect myself and convince myself that I don't love him so I don't have to feel that annoying pain? And if so--why does it have to work so well? He comes to town and i'm happy but i'm not that happy... what does this mean?
Here are the FACTS...
-He makes me happy
-I've never dated a person as long as I dated him
-I feel totally bipolar when I'm thinking about him [alone]
-we ended on good terms
