She Had No Enemies, Except Herself.

Down
Down
Down
She can't escape.
The words keep pulling at her.
Drowning in a pool of insecurity.

Road Trip

For Spring Break I am going on a road trip with my mum and my family friends to go see colleges. I'm scared. I don't want to think about college... I want to be out of high school, but not out on my own. I suppose we all have this fear, but I guess my biggest fear about college is that I will hate it and feel guilty for wasting time and money.
Another thing I  fear is that if I leave to a far away school, what will I do when I come home during Summer, will there be anyone left in boring Alta Loma???

Life is a Game.

They say life is like Chess.
I must be fucked then.

Sorry

Dear Blog,
I'm sorry I've been ignoring you...
Let's see what have you missed?
-School is dumb
-Friends can be liars
-I'm becoming more and more of a procrastinator (as seen by lack of blog entries)

Found Poem for Today.

All Joy is Lost, 

I opened the box.

Where ya at?

The point of no return,

Just drop it. 

Bye Bye Boy.

He is now out of my life.
  The last thing he said when I told him I'm deleting him from my life...
                                               "Bye:)"

To her disembodied prince

Every breath that you breathe is a lie,

I just wanna suffocate you, til the words die

They’ll bleed the pain you never felt

Breathing down down down your nervous neck

They’ll circle around your stone black heart

Up to your eyes that only see dark.

And as the words rot away,

To live with the dead that never stayed,

You’ll stare at the noose that made you rue  

The dreaded lie- I love you.  

Title rights go to Miss Chloe Keedy, as for the poem: I wrote it; it's really scary I know but i'm working with a lot of emotions here...it's hard to keep them all confined into little G-Rated kinder garden rants so sorry for sounding totally crazy. BUT if you actually liked this I recommend Edgar Allen Poe...he's awesome...very dark but AWESOME and his poems are WAY darker than this one; for him this is a G-Rated Kinder Garden rant. 

Well have a nice day and don't be afraid to shed emotions; no matter how creepy they may appear.